Wednesday, March 26, 2008

resolutions for new quarter

  • Actually study this quarter
  • Helm's Deep at least 3 times a week
  • Skateboard at much as possible!

-Haha at least 1 of the three will be done ;)

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Moms

My mom is the best.
She is there to help you when you're down.
She is there to listen to whatever you have to say.
She love me unconditionally.
She makes the best food.
She is there just cuddle with you when you're lonely.
She gives me free kisses and hugs without even asking.
She doesn't rip my ears off when I do something like pierce my ears without her consent.
She gives you money just because.
She calls me just to talk because she misses hearing my voice everyday.

I love my mom <3. :D

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Truth?

What is the truth?

Simple question right? You would think so...I thought so. Deceived. Naive. Trying to brush things off like they didn't matter didn't make a difference, the truth still comes back and bites you in ass. I don't know what really happened. I don't know really know how all this came about. But I do have a vague idea of how things are going to end. I'm sorry to all those who has been hurt, confused, flustered, angered, saddened, and whatever which way felt throughout this whole process. I appreciate the effort all you have done for whatever reasons you had. I appreciate and love what you have done for your friend and for me as well. Thank you all and I love you all. Now all that's left is to do is what only needed to be done in the beginning, what should have been done in the first place.

We need to talk...

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Blind

I'm losing sight at why I'm here? What's stopping me from just getting up and leaving? :\

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Monday, March 3, 2008

Persistant Pondering

Thinking hurts too much (ouch! ]:)

Wallflower

Always there never really noticed. Sitting in class in years past no teachers really remember him: his face, his voice, his presence in the room. One of the brightest in his class, yet still forgotten. Many might recognize, but most just ignore. Only when he speaks up he is present to the eyes of everyone. Unfortunately he doesn't have the courage to speak up. Doesn't have the initiative to liven up a room. Doesn't have the will to be seen, heard, or touched. Always distant always afraid. Contemplative. Wanting acceptance in a world full of judgment and ridicule. Will someone release this boy from his prison of silence? Will someone secure his insecurities and silence his inner turmoil?

hmph....maybe someday

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Failure

Failure thy name is Anthony