Time for a Change

What am I really doing here?
Failing grades,
ditching classes.
Do I deserve to be in this position.
Yes.
What am I really doing here?

College is suppose to be some of the best years of my life. To have fun, to make friends, and all that jazz. But the main reason is to get the education my parents are paying for and the education I have aspired to have ever since watching my brother go off to college. I never thought I'd be this distracted from my actual goal here at UCI. I thought I could have a life and study. But it seems that I'm living a little too much. I am in desperate need of buckling down and start hitting the books. No more playing around (well maybe occasionally) but now my education comes first. I know friends, girlfriend, and other miscellaneous activities are much more desirable at the moment and will probably always be, but if I want to make something of my life then it is time for a change. Priorities need straightening and a mind needs to focus.

Here I go...